February 2012
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“I think she was afraid to love sometimes. I think it scared her. She was the...”
i feel so numb
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i think i would take happiness over security any...
i went about this all wrong.
i made you think that you were holding me back from my dream. you aren’t holding me back. how can the very thing that makes me happy, hold me back from being happy?
my grades, school, volleyball, everything i do, those are my security blanket. those are my way of ensuring that i have my spot in the future, that i am safe and successful, financially secure and...
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fuck you and you and you and you and you.
i’m only there for myself.
i don't know why i subject myself to this
can’t i just go back in time?
toinfinityandamanda:
My gut feeling is never wrong.
“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth...”
– Bob Marley
“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect....”
– Bob Marley
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love...”
– Bob Marley
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bad times make you nostalgic for the good times you once had
you are never going to get those back
so look forward to the good times you will have in the future
people need to learn to not hold on to anything in the past
the trick is to just stop
stop thinking, stop worrying, stop dwelling, stop crying, just stop
because when you stop, you see everything around you
and then how can you do anything but move forward?
when i let you down
look past your doubt just please, please don’t lose your faith in me
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the ultimate test is having faith when everything...
i'm always the one that holds on
we don’t have tonight and we don’t have right now, we had the past but we lost it somehow
but we do have the future and to you that is my vow
IF I COULD JUST FUCKING GO BACKKK
What I want.
lenahxc:
If anyone ever asked me what I want. Honestly, and sincerely, I would answer, “him.” I want that boy. He’s my everything. And I don’t love anything as much as I love him.
my life.
remember what is important to you and forget...
i have so much to say and nothing to say
lenahxc:
That moment when you suddenly realize that you shouldn’t have done something because you just need a second to breathe.
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sometimes i wonder if it my life would be easier...
if i could just not care about anything and float through life worry-free
but then i remember, what would i have to fight for? isn’t it nice to have sometime to car about? something to work towards? to have a goal and something to put your faith into? isn’t that who i am?
i care too much sometimes, yes, and it got me in trouble, but isn’t that why you love me? the fact that...
January 2012
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anchors.
what lena says make sense.
i don’t like necessarily being held down or have reality thrown at me because accepting that life isn’t fair it a hard pill for me to swallow.
but you are my anchor. you are what i need to bring me back down to earth. being what i need as opposed to just appeasing to my “i want, i want, i want” is what made me fall in love with you, really. i...
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you were right.
you were always fucking right. i always came around to realizing it eventually.
i am a bitch. you have me all figured out. i tried to see you as something you were not. tried to deny that you were actually good. because i don’t trust anything. everyone’s got a secret agenda. but you’re genuine. always have been. nice guys really do finish last. i was wrong.
and i see it now....